If the world ends tomorrow, are you going to die alone? Did you just want "more time" and then come to find out, there really never was time? There's only living...
Time is not our friends, and I know that I won't ever ask for more time. I will love NOW, and live every moment, and be who I am meant to be every second of every day, starting now. Because I don't know if it's going to be taken away tomorrow. So, at the end of my life, I will know I used all the time I was given until it was run out, and it wasn't wasted. I may spend nights crying, but they weren't wasted, they were only setting me up for better times. That's how I see it. I won't wait for anything, because NOTHING is worth waiting for. Even love, if it doesn't want me now, then it can't have me ever. So I'm leaving all my past happiness behind, and finding new, better happiness.
I really am the girl with the "fuck you attitude" and her middle finger waving "peace" in the rear view. So, to whoever you are, try to remember everything that happened between us, because you aren't ever getting it back.
Peace & Lola
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