I cried today...I didn't know I could actually cry anymore, but apparently, for my own selfish reasons, I still got it in me.
I'm tired of playing games, and trying different people out. I just want to find someone that I can actually see myself being with, and for them to want me too. I thought I saw that, and then realized it was foolish. I want something real, because nothing around here seems complex enough to be reality anymore.
Simple and boring is the perfect explanation for my life right now. It's so dull that you couldn't penetrate flesh with the blade no matter how hard you try. Catch my drift?
I need some God damn excitement!
And maybe a job...that would be nice too.
On to a short, dorky subject...I want to go to the Roswell Alien Festival this year soooo bad! It's in June, and since my mother didn't buy into it last year, hopefully, I can get others to go with me this time around! I want to dress like a martian and moondance!!!!!
That's about it, let me leave you with something stupidly fascinating:
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