Family

Sometimes I feel like I don't have any family left.

I mean technically, I only have two people in my real family left, and my mom isn't very motherly since she got married. Me and my sister hardly talk about anything, I'm closer with my friends than my sister. I know she feels the same way about her friends...

My moms husband hates that I have my own opinions and that I am not afraid to voice them. I think he prefers women to be tolerant and followers, as opposed to a strong open-minded leader. I don't back down from anything easily, and it drives him crazy. AND everytime he starts going off about his bullshit ideas, and I say what I think, my mom gets pissed at ME! Even though my ideas are way more logical and much more thought through. Ofcourse, you don't know that, you basically have to take my word for it, but it's true...haha.

Well, it makes me feel like the woman that used to be there, is completely gone, and now she's just a shell of that and is being controlled by him. It's so annoying. But what can I do? If she is happy being that way, then I guess I have to let her be that way and lose my mom. And completely ignore the idea that if she didn't want to be a mother for the rest of her life, than she shouldn't have had kids. We are supposed to come first! Especially since she's only known him for like 5 years.

GRRR!