Almost!!!

So, I'm not exactly sure what the hell happened, but I was working with my step-dad earlier. We were fine just working then we went to the dump and stuff and after we left, he took me home and told me I was done because he didn't want to work with me.
I have no idea what I did because I wasn't even really talking. I was listening to my ipod while we were driving in the car...
So basically I'm stuck at home, and now I'm not getting paid enough to pay my bills.

It's just bothers me because I didn't even do anything, and it was really mean.
So basically I want to cry. (Thank god I don't cry)

Anyways, I don't have any plans tonight. I might go over to my friends house, but there won't be much going on, so I probably won't last all night. I will probably be asleep by 10.
I think that's what happened last year. haha.


This is kinda how I feel right now...

so

I just thought I should post a picture on here of a hottie...hehe

So, about yesterday, and my empty day today.

Hey!

So, if you haven't read my ranting from yesterday, be warned, its not so pretty, but I was feeling really sick, and I wasn't in a great mood, so I bitched.
I feel like people always make themselves out to be the victim, and I'm always the villian.
It gets really tiring after a while, so I am just turning my cheek from now on.
But that's not why I came on today.

News, I have my voice almost completely back, I feel a bit better, and I have the entire day off! What should I do? I don't have money to spend, and I can't be too physical, as I am still sick and easily short of breath.
I kind of want to go to the duck pond in Santa Maria and feed the ducks, but SOMEBODY took that opportunity away from me because his family is moving right next to it, and I'm sooo not running into them (or him). SO, maybe I should go to visit my sister at the cemetary. I didn't go for Christmas, in fact, the only time I ever go is when my mom takes me.
I don't like going that much. I mean, there's no connection there. I haven't even visited my dad in forever, if EVER. by myself...

But back on the subject...I dont know what to do. I wish I had money, and that I wasn't sick, because I really want a new tattoo and I want to get my marilyn piercing, but I can't afford to pay bills, so I can't do anything.
I think I should take Reina on a walk (the dog) to the park. That might be good, I need some fresh air.
Well, I need to find something to do before I go mad.

Peace.

What's Cookin Good Lookin?

So I completely lost my voice...

I've been sick and last night I decided to go out with my sister (which was way more dramatic than I can deal with) and I guess a mix of the alchohol and screaming and sickness just got to me. I HAVE NEVER lost my voice before! It's weird! I sound like a tranny, or a little boy going through puberty. It's kinda funny! But it hurts to try and talk too much or too loud.

I went to bed at 5 o'clock this morning, and I got up at 7 am....I have basically been sleeping all day because I am so exhausted! I'm still tired!

Being sick sucks....

Anyways, Christmas was good! I got a GPS, so when I move back to LA I will finally know my way around! YAY!

I don't think I will do anything for New Years, probably stay up to bang on pots and pans. haha.
Maybe I will watch Crocodile Hunter reruns...who knows? I'm living life on the edge!

Oh and update: Secret Garden is one of my new favorite movies! I love it!

Hi.

Went to look at a job down in Cambria today. It was far...(If you don't understand my meaning, I am my step-dad's assistant, for his construction company.)

Cambria is really cute! It's got this tiny little town with little cafe's and bookstores. Then me and Rob went to Jade Cove and stole some jade rocks...well, I THINK they are jade rocks, but since I don't really know what jade looks like, I just grabbed some pretty green rocks off the beach. It was cold, and I got really dirty! I was so mad, because I didn't realize we were going to a beach, and I wore normal jeans and I got sand and mud all over my jeans, in my jacket pockets, on my headphones, and ofcourse, embedded in my shoes for all eternity. But the rocks are pretty! haha.

Uh-oh, I just burped and realized my throat is hurting a little bit. I better not get sick, or I will have to kick my mom's butt! (not really, I wuv my mommy)

And, that's that. Not much more to say. ;)

I'll get back here soon.

Ciao dahlings.

Huh...?

Hey! Guess what???

CHRISTMAS IS ON THURSDAY!!!

Exciting!

Anyway, I worked with my step-dad on Thursday and Friday...the most painful work I have ever done! We dug trenches and levelled ground for new construction...and we werent digging in dirt, we were digging in CLAY! It was so hard. Seriously, you don't know hard work until you have dug clay trenches for 7 hours straight!!! My whole body has been hurting since Thursday.

So, news to me...I might be going back down to LA for a few months around Feb. to go to casting and stuff, because I might as well, since I don't have anything going on around here! Besides, I'm sick of sitting around wondering what the hell I'm going to do with my life, and not doing anything about it! It's a waste of time, really.

No news about much else. School is out (did I say that already?) and that's a relief. I wanted to go back for a few classes, but I don't think I can afford it, and I probably wouldn't finish since I might be moving to LA again. So, ya know.

I finished reading the book Blood and Gold by Anne Rice. I actually really liked it! I usually don't find her books as appealing without my beloved Lestat, but I was pretty drawn to the words. So I was excited to read it. And I got the next in her series, which is Pandora, and then I will finish off her chronicles with Vittorio, The Vampire. It's kinda sad, considering I've almost come to an end with her vampire chronicles! There are so many, and I have ALL of them. I even bought Blackwood Farm, to start reading her Mayfair Witches chronicles. It should be good to, but I have to do everything in order, because I would go crazy if I didn't. I am way to OCD to do things out of order.

But ya, If you need something to read, I definately suggest the Vampire Chronicles from Anne Rice, they are so interesting and so epic feeling that they definately keep you interested.

I know what you are thinking, "Gosh Stephanie, why do you read so many vampire books?!"
Let me tell you, it is completely coincidental, well, mostly, but I think that I have always found vampires to be interesting to read about...but Anne Rice's Interview with the Vampire was the first vampire book I ever read. I liked vampire movies when I was younger (and still do). I don't really know what it is, but I don't walk around thinking I'm a vampire or anything lame like that. I am not pale, I don't have black nailpolish, I don't have a closet consisting of only black clothes, and I don't have a love of night...in fact, I'm quite blind at night...well, I'm quite blind in the day as well, but at night, it's worse. I do like the night, but I don't thrive in it. ;)

So I have babbled a lot, haven't I?

Let's check...anything else?

Oh, I saw Wanted and Mamma Mia a few days ago, I really liked both.

I thought Wanted was pretty cool, and Mamma Mia was cute. I think Colin Firth is kinda sexy, even though he is really old, and plays a gay guy, but for some reason, he's hot to me.

Yep, I'm weird...

Anyways, Ciao!

Stephie

Burr

Back from the boat...it was ok.

I basically froze my ass off the entire weekend. I couldn't cope with how cold it was. So, from all the shivering I was doing, I got nauseated and wasn't feeling good.

I watched Boondock Saints at the boat, and I really liked it. It was interesting...the FBI guy was a weirdo though, haha.

AND I have started my...7th or 8th book in the Anne Rice Vampire series, Blood and Gold, it's all about Marius' life, which is definately a long one, so it's pretty cool so far. But I get sad when Lestat isn't narrating the books, which he does less and less the further into the series you get. So, whatever.

ANYWAYS, Tomorrow is Monday, and I don't know what the hell is going on this week. So I will let ya know later.

Ciao

Roswell :(

I finished watching Roswell last night. I cry every damn time. Im such a loser, but I can't help it. I love Liz and Max. They are the perfect couple, and it makes me sad to watch it all end. Even if I have seen it end a few times...

Im going to my parents boat this weekend to watch the Light Show or something...

I think dogs are disgusting, well ones with big lips at least. I can't stand listening to Reina (our boxer) lap up water, its so gross. IT MAKES ME CRAZY!

Anyways, that's that.

Ciao.

Hehe

Like my festive background? Me <3

Hey!

So nothing has been happening lately. I really need to get a job, cuz I am piss broke...

I read a new book "Second Glance" by Jodi Picoult, I might have said this already...but I finished it yesterday.
The beginning was slow, but after a while, I couldn't put it down. I really enjoyed it.

School is almost through, I might go to Texas to help Rob out with work. That would be cool.

So, I watched This Christmas last night with the fam, and it was really cute. Chris Brown is pretty hot, even though he's too young for me. ;)

I am way behind on Christmas shopping, as I have no money to do it, so I am a little annoyed at that. But what can you do?!

That is basically all their is, oh and the fact that it is getting way cold lately, and its no fun!

So ya, ciao!

Yep

I just watched The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2.
It was really cute.

...still nothing worth writing at the moment :(

oh well

Im off the lemonade diet...it's too hard. The lemonade is too gross and I was craving too much crap. I have no self control...:(

Hey!

So I have started the Lemonade Diet today...the lemonade crap sucks! It's really strong and burns my throat...but hopefully, it gets better.

Anyways, I saw the Britney Spears thing on MTV last night, and I gotta say...It was really sad. She seems really unhappy. But I still lurve her, and I'm definately buying her album tomorrow. I know, It goes against all the music I usually like, but I can't help but like her. It's the inner pop princess in me...ok, not.

I'm still watching Roswell, and I'm almost done with the entire series, and it makes me sad, cuz I love me some Jason Behr! Sooo hot. Oh well :(

There's not really anything going on with my personal life, so I will just leave the blog at that.

Peace Out