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Happy Thanksgiving!

Not much more to say than that! Still waiting for family to come so I can eat all the black olives and cookies...and maybe some pie.

I watched Tropic Thunder last night...it was crazy. I actually thought it was funny, but some of it was beyond my comprehension, because I didn't get some of the things they were saying. Either way, my celebrity crush is Robert Downey Jr., I don't care how old he is, I think he is soooo fucking sexy! Me <3 him.

Stephie

yup

So about 1 thing I'm positive:

I failed my Music History test today. haha. I screwed myself over, I didn't study at all! I was too stuck on Roswell all week. I got a bit of piano practice in earlier. The next chapter is learning how to read keys in G...
That sounds much too hard.
It has been raining the last two days. Me love.
Apparently my sister has stopped her conversion to vegetarianism...She lasted maybe a week.
Loser.
I'm over this right now, I still have no interesting things going on in mi vita.

Ciao.

hmmm...

Nothing interesting again, sorry. :(

Yep.

So school sucked today. Basically we learned about the music of the Italian Renaissance. Not Fun! Then I went to Krista's and ate her brownies...they were good. Sorry Krista for eating so much! I also started learning some baby language...I learned how to say "BAH"

Anyways, nothing interesting happened today as you can tell, so I will hopefully have more interesting stuff laterz...

Dream

I had a weird dream...I dreamt I was being followed by debt collectors...weird, haha. I guess it signifies my real life! Not surprising, but my mom woke me up in the middle of it with a text message. So I tried to go back to sleep, then she woke me up again with another text, and the last time I tried, she called me. THANKS MOM!
Now I'm tired, and I have to get ready for school. :(

FYI, I was up WAY too late last night watching Roswell, I'm on the second season, and it's funny because it makes me cry everytime Liz and Max breakup, EVENTHOUGH I know they end up together, but it's soooo sad.

Shower is calling.

Peace.

Up-To-Date

So I'm going to some show at the Grad tonight...some hardcore rap thingie. I am going to hang with my homies and show em how to c walk. No I'm JK. But I am going to the show, and I CAN c-walk, but not good...neways, just wanted to keep up to date. BTW, I still haven't done any homework. Bleck*

Eww, my sister is blasting some lame musica in the living room, playing beer-pong with her friends. Shoot me now.

Hmm

Regarding Twilight...I liked it, but when I was watching it I didn't feel the connection between the book and the movie. The movie was more of a Indie, satirical, less epic version of the book, which is cool if you weren't a devout fan of the book. I would have thought the movie was pretty cool if I hadn't read the book. Anyways, I still like the movie, and I get to see it again manana. ;)

I'm still stuck on ROSWELL, so I will probably be very sedamentary on my bed for a while...(did I use that word out of context?)

General blabbing:

I am going to see Twilight tonight at 6:30 or something...I can't wait! I am also seeing it again tomorrow at 1:40 because my step-sister got ditched on by my mom, so I am gladly taking her place! haha. Also, I am making myself sick with eating tons and tons of skittles right now. And yet again, not getting my homework done. It's a fun feeling...not, but I can't concentrate on it. I better take a shower because being stinky is sooo not my thing.

Also, I've started on a new book a few days ago...Second Glance by Jodi Picoult
It follows the lives of a few different people, and so far seems pretty...mysterious. But I'm taking it slow because I ALSO finally got ROSWELL seasons 1 & 2 ( already had the 3rd) and have been watching it religiously!
ROSWELL is my favorite show of all time, and I looooooooooooooove it...not much more to say besides that.


Scene from Roswell:

Liz: Where are you from?
Max: (points up with his finger)
Liz: Up North...
Max: (lifts his finger higher)
Liz: You're not an...an alien, I mean...(laugh's nervously)
...are you?
Max: I prefer the term not of this earth.
Liz: (stares in disbelief)
Max: Sorry, it's...not a good time to joke.

Some Good Quotes:

Prejudices are what fools use for reason.
-Voltaire

'Tis better to be silent and be thought a fool,than to speak and remove all doubt. ***
-Abraham Lincoln This is one of my favorite quotes :)

If all else perished, and he remained, I should still continue to be; and if all else remained, and he were annihilated, the Universe would turn to a mighty stranger: I should not seem a part of it.
-Wuthering Heights-Emily Bronte

Wise men talk because they have something to say; fools, because they have to say something.
-Plato

There are two means of refuge from the miseries of life: music and cats.***
-Albert Schweitzer

Women and cats will do as they please, and men and dogs should relax and get used to the idea.
-Robert A. Heinlein

When we try to pick out anything by itself, we find it hitched to everything else in the universe.
-John Muir Had to include a John Muir quote ;)

Today at school.

So I got my homework done just to make sure I didn't skip out on school today because I THOUGHT I was going to give that boy my number...Ya, well, he didn't show up at class today! Either, I'm a loser, or he didn't show up because we had an important assignment due that he didn't finish on time. But either way, what a waste of my day, I should have just skipped!

And you know what else sucks?! I have MAJOR split ends in my hair, and I need to get it cut before I rip it out from frustration!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Being poor sucks :(

To My Mommy

Her smiles so sweet,
Her love is deep,
When I feel alone,
It’s her arms that support me,
When my heart is breaking,
Her warmth is all I need.

If she ever needs me,
For her, I will try to be,
All she expects of me,
She deserves the world,
So I give her what I have,
A heart full of love,
A kiss on her cheek.

Her smiles so sweet,
Her love is deep,
When I feel alone,
Only her words can support me,
When my heart is weak,
Her warmth is all I need.

To see her cry kills me,
She’s suffered so much,
Oh mommy, for her I’ll always be,
All she expects from me,
She’s my whole world,
She has all of me.

Her smile, so sweet.
Her love, so deep.
Her arms, support me.
Her warmth is all I need.

Tired Thoughts

I am too tired to write,
Although I’m fighting with all my might,
To get a clear consistent thought,
The stars dazzle me, and drown me
Further into the endless night.

Make a wish before you look away,
That your energy can come back full force,
And the sun to shine again,
To feed me vitamin D which is my energies main source.

My mind is grim with thoughts of sorrow,
Yearning for the next time I might feel alive,
To look upon the face of strange perfection,
No, I can’t wait for it to be tomorrow!

If I let go and drown into deep sleep,
Then it will go smoother and quicker,
And the sooner the dark will disappear
Oh well, I just lost my concentration,
My mind is officially asleep now.

Little Girl Dreams

The little girl with the big dream,
Is now a big girl with little hope.
She can only recognize death and hate today.
Unsteadily she walks the path she took,
Instead of the path she hoped for.
Although, not dark,
She is constantly reminded of all her dead passion.
Whatever happened to that drive?
That ambition?
All has been replaced with mistrust and a cold heart.
She wishes she could do it all over again,
To go back to the thriving daydreams, and happiness,
But time won’t turn around,
The memories won’t be rewound.

Poetry

Perfect in all ways
I could lose myself in you
But you are not real
----
Warning in my mind
Telling me to stay away
But I’m too far gone
----
I see a future
Salvation hangs by a thread
Could it be my own?

So basically...

My house is friggin haunted. Last night while I was on here, I was screwing around from sheer boredom, and I SWEAR that out of nowhere, I hear a moan right next to my ear and I completely flipped. Needless to say, I decided it was time to shut off the computer and go to bed. Creep factor hit an all time high with that...

Another thought:

Why do you think musicians always come off as out of their minds?
Why doesn't everyone just understand that it's not normal for Autumn to be 80 degrees everyday, and that Global Warming is happening so fast, that we don't even realize it's already here?
Why do our minds tend to freeze up in tense situations, rather than flowing rapidly and clearly?
Why do men think women care to hear how skillfully they will "do us" when writing music? (we don't care, and it's a real turn off)
Why does the saying "Ignorance is bliss" sound positive?
Why do racist radicals care more about the color of our new soon to be presidents skin, than the thoughts in his head?

First post:

This is my first post, so I will start by stating: I am not consistent, we'll see how long this lasts. :) I am usually only on here to check out P.C. Cast's blog, as I'm a fan of her books.

I guess I could post my current thoughts on random stuff:
Right now, I'm a little annoyed, don't ask on what, because I don't know. It's just a feeling.
I have a crush on a boy at school and he gave me his number last week. When I saw him today at school (I only have class Mon. and Wed.) he told me his phone got shut off that day and that he was really mad because he just gave me his number...so I brilliantly said "Oh, that sucks. Ya, well, I actually suck at calling boys, I'm kinda shy. I'd give you my number, but I'll see you on Wednesday and just give it to you then..." Did I not sound like a total moron? Why didn't I take the 2 seconds it requires to write down my number and give it to him? ugh...

I also have bills that aren't getting paid, it's putting a damper on my mood, Oh, and as always, homework that's definately not getting done.